Intervista
di Marzia Buson |
A
prima vista non si direbbe
una cantante, tantomeno
una cantante lirica. Silfide
dallo sguardo determinato,
frantuma ogni stereotipo
legato alla pomposità
e all’alterigia del
mondo del bel canto. L’incedere
è deciso, ma lasciate
le crinoline, è la
semplicità a far
da padrona. Un attimo di
concentrazione e già
non è più
con noi, tanto da riportare
alla mente quel versetto
di Filippesi in cui “…svuotò
se stesso, prendendo la
forma di servo…”
Ed ecco che dal corpo delicatamente
dipinto dalla mano del Creatore
s’innalza una voce
cristallina e pura a riempire
l’intera sala. Il
professionismo appare paradossalmente
banale di fronte alla qualità
di un acuto frutto di uno
spirito che anela al Cielo.
Semplici note diventano
sinfonia, e dalla sua bocca
una spada di fuoco raggiunge
la radice dei cuori della
platea. E’ allora
che diventa Liliana, la
guerriera temeraria che
cavalca nella battaglia
dei cieli a fianco del suo
Generale Gesù Cristo;
ma anche Lily, piccola “piaf”
? usignolo, n.d.a.? che
dolcemente e con occhi di
stupore si affida alle cure
amorevoli del Padre…
La sala risuona ancora della
lode, ma il pubblico è
avvolto da un manto di silenzio
e di timore: è la
presenza di Dio, e le lacrime
solcano il viso in un gesto
liberatorio d’adorazione.
At
last your first CD! The fruit of an intense commitment.
When was this project birthed ?
It happened four years ago while sitting
at the piano trying to compose something for the wedding
of a very dear friend of mine. The Holy Spirit inspired
the music for a passage from the “Song of Solomon”.
I had never thought about the possibility of composing
new music (Never put any limitations to God!)
Day after day, month after month ,always praying fervently,
I used to sit at the piano and record whatever happened
during that session.
Sometimes the words came first, on other occasions
it was the music.
It was always something spontaneous, void of any thinking
or planning: the fruit of a deep communion with the
one and only really great composer: HIM.
After, while listening to the recording I would be
astonished at the result. It was just so obvious that
it was not “my work”!
A year passed by and there were almost 30 pieces.
Piano and voice recorded on tapes, the orchestration
in my mind.
The next step was the invaluable work of Franco Muggeo
who has been an enormous and invaluable help in all
the arrangements.
I had to convey the sounds I could hear in my head
to him, so that he could “arrange” then
in music using the keyboard and the computer.
Then, I waited for the possibility to record with
a real live orchestra because I wanted only the best
for the Lord. I waited for more than two years: it
was painful, difficult, frustrating. Finally, I understood
the lesson: I was to offer Him all that I had at that
particular moment. He knew my heart’s desire
to give him only excellency: this revelation filled
my heart with a great peace.
What
do you believe is the intrinsic feature of this work?
Is there a common denominator?
I would like to say “the anointing”
but that’s something you’ll have to judge!.
Surely the vocal style, the classic background, the
blending together of creative “Sicilian fire”
and rigorous “English discipline” can
produce very intense emotions.
Regarding the river that links the songs, I believe
it is represented by the many facets of my relationship
with God: His power and majesty, His sweetness, His
faithfulness, my deep love for Him.
You
were born in England but of Italian descent and you
are a newcomer in the Italian market. What are your
views of the Christian music in Italy in relation
to that of the Anglo Saxon countries?
I believe that Christian music in Italy,
regarded as a product able to compete with lay music,
is in a stage of development and growth. From this
point of view, Sabaoth Shop and its vision to bring
together Christian artists, to promote and represent
them in their diversity, constitutes a very important
novelty.
The
victory of king Jeoshaphat over the Moabites and the
Immonites was mainly the result of the Levites who
went ahead and stood up with their powerful praise
to God. Is this your kind of music?
What did you want to convey to your listeners?
There is a prejudice against operatic
and classical music: both tend to be regarded as “too
difficult” for untrained listeners. My CD aims
at demolishing the wall created by this lie and at
the same time at emphasizing the beauty of a music
so rich and full of incomparable resonances, for centuries
regarded as one of the noblest forms of music.
It is my deepest desire to make this music accessible
to everybody because I firmly believe that whatever
God has created is meant to be shared by everyone.
One of the best compliments I have ever received is:
“I never liked operatic music but this is different!”
Obviously it’s different because God makes a
difference!
The vocal style and the kind of music are only a container
used to convey the word of God. My music expresses
the great desire to unite heaven and hearth and take
people into God’s presence inside His throne
room, ( I believe this is a dream shared by every
Christian musician).
I would especially like to convey my deep personal
relationship with Jesus: my absolute obedience to
Him, my love and my gratitude for the absence of any
veil of separation between us.
My hope is that the same chords of love vibrate within
the listener’s heart.
A
long journey searching for God, going through the
experience of Occultism and New Age.
A few years after your Christian conversion, have
you found a balance between your being a woman and
a singer?
The balance as a singer is very positive.
When in 1999 I found God (truer still, He finally
caught my attention!) I decided to offer Him the gift
of my voice and I promised not to sing any more unless
He requested it. Whoever has been an artist in the
secular world knows very well that the Lord has to
do a lot of work on our pride, self-centredness, in
short on our personality.
I decided that my priority was to be a good disciple
so I applied myself to the study of God’s Word
and above all to strengthening my relationship with
Him.
When I resumed my singing I found that the great difference
was the absence of fear linked to all the rules that
usually control this career: if you are tired , the
voice is affected; if you don’t warm up your
voice it’s “cold” and doesn’t
respond well; if you don’t practice for long
hours, your final result will suffer.
Since I have started singing for God I have never
been able to follow those rules!!!
Last summer, travelling with Pastor Roselen, was a
succession of very long and tiring days ,air conditioning,
vocal exercises to warm up my voice performed inside
the car, getting changed into concert clothes in motorways
restaurants ( how different to the days of beautiful
dressing rooms where a dressmaker, a make up artist
and a hairdresser used to look after me).
Living in the world, your self confidence depends
on the control of every single detail but when you
live in Christ you put Him in charge of everything
, resting peacefully in your faith!
The experience of teaching and singing represents
for me the fulfilment of my final aim: the music is
no longer at the service of my voice but my voice
is at the service of the Word.!
From the point of view of being a woman,
the balance is very positive ( it couldn’t be
otherwise with Jesus!).
It is true that I had always sought God relentlessly
and often got whiffs of His perfum. On my journey
I met several special souls seeking Him with sincerity,
but I was definitely deceived by the great love and
compassion I felt towards others because I came to
the conclusion that proclaiming and believing only
in one God and one truth was not a charitable thing
to do because it would exclude so many people.
I firmly believe that today this is one of the most
deceitful strategies of the enemy who is trying, with
the false pretence of “Universal Love”
to gather everybody under the banner of one universal
religion, proclaiming that all different roads lead
to God.
The revelation that there is only one name who bears
authority , one truth ,and that Jesus is the only
way to God has revolutionized my life.
It was truly a supernatural revelation because no
other human being would have been able to change my
mind: only the Holy Spirit.
From that point on I began to discover my true identity
and experience a powerful inner healing;
I discovered the invaluable tool of prayer and one
of the most beautiful gifts I received was my wonderful
husband, the perfect gift from God ( this is undoubtedly
the main contribution to my positive balance as a
woman!).
Before accepting Jesus as the only Lord and Saviour
of my life, I was not unhappy, neither sick nor miserable
but I was surely an incomplete person and because
I was unaware of the authority that every believer
has in His name I was not moving in the power of the
Holy Spirit. Now I feel that I have reached some of
my aims and together with God I am able to look into
the future, trusting in His promises and His faithfulness,
firmly believing that although everything and everybody
can fail me He will always be there on my side.
I reckon that’s a pretty satisfactory balance,
don’t you agree?
Marzia Buson |